I’m turning eighteen in less than a month. I’m grounded and not allowed to see my boyfriend for six days. I couldn’t wait any longer, so I decided to see him for half an hour today (sadly, I got to see him for 10 minutes). Told my mother something about borrowing a book and went out. I kissed him as much as I could… but then my celphone started to ring and it was dad yelling at me. He was EXTREMELY mad. When i was about to get home, he picked me up and had this crazy look in his eyes. Those eyes that make me tremble.
So, yes, I’m always grounded for no reason. But t-r-u-s-t me, I will not take it anymore.
At the same time people often think they know what I’m like. They assume I’m really social because I like to talk a lot. But actually I’m a hermit. If you get me talking, I’ll talk, but for the most part, I’m not anti-social but I’m pretty shy. That’s weird, I think people expect that if you stand on stage every night, you must be a very gregarious person, but I’m not. It’s like ‘do you want to go out for a drink?’ ‘I don’t go out for drinks, and I go home and write in notebooks.